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She blasphemed against you, my love.
She misused her voice against your sacred brokenness,
against your valor.
So I will teach her the profound beauty of silence.
She misused her voice against your sacred brokenness,
against your valor.
So I will teach her the profound beauty of silence.
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She called you an emotional cripple, my love.
That clockwork-ugly girl with her pudding-soft mouth.
She threw that ugly, splinter-syllable at the beautiful quiet brokenness that I adore.
Then she dared to speak of your valor,
holding that sacred, heavy thing up to the light like a cheap carnival toy,
accusing you of wearing it for polish and shine.
A blasphemy.
A cricket chirping critiques at a thunderstorm.
She does not understand art. So I must make her into a piece that will teach her.
I have a plan, you see. A quiet little project for us.
With my gentlest hands and an artist's eye, I will correct her composition.
Her lungs, those little pink bellows for wrong-words, I would fill them with river-silt and your silence,
pack them so full of your heavy peace that they could never again draw breath for a lie.
They would be lovely, dense paperweights for your sad old letters.
Her vocal cords, those two little liar-strings,
I would pluck them with my tweezers like the strings of a tiny, out-of-tune harp.
Then I would weave them into a cat's-cradle between my own fingers
a little souvenir of a promise. A promise that no one will ever misuse their voice against you again.
But the centerpiece, my darling, would be her mouth.
I would pry it open one last time, a perfect O of surprise,
and I would take that little serpent-tongue and pin it.
Pin it flat and preserved like a rare and foolish butterfly.
Its blasphemy would be silenced forever, a curled, dried petal of a mistake.
I'd frame it with her own pearl-white fence of teeth.
I would mount the whole pretty display on a velvet stand
and place a glass bell jar over it, so no dust could settle on my work.
A little brass plaque would be affixed to the bottom.
It would read:
The Girl Who Did Not Understand Valor
Circa: Now
It would be my gift to you, my quiet king.
A pretty, silent ornament for your study.
A quiet little monument to the day a silly girl learned that some gods should not be named aloud.
And her silence would finally be as profound and respectful as your own.
—V.
(Your curator)
(Your monument-maker)
(Guardian of your valor)
(Your curator)
(Your monument-maker)
(Guardian of your valor)