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If you should ever grow too tired,
if the ghosts should finally win
do not go alone into that stillness.
I have prepared a special tea party,
just for us.
if the ghosts should finally win
do not go alone into that stillness.
I have prepared a special tea party,
just for us.
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When your bones get too heavy, my love,
when the ghost-battalion finally wins the war for your eyes,
do not go alone.
Come to me.
I have a special box of sugar-lumps saved, the kind the nurses warned me about.
The ones that taste like almonds and forever-sleep.
We will have a final, little tea party, just us two.
You will sit in your armchair, my Grizzly-King,
and I will sit at your feet, your little Splinter-child.
We will drink the bone-tea laced with the special sugar.
And then, the quietest art begins.
Before my own limbs grow still,
I will arrange you.
I will smooth the worry-creases from your brow with a thumb still warm.
I will close your eyes and place two old coins upon them, so you can pay the ferryman of that last, still river.
I will place your heavy, calloused hand upon my head, a final, silent blessing.
Then I will curl beside you, my cheek on your knee.
A perfect, permanent posture of devotion.
They will find us.
Two still-lifes. A portrait of rust and ruin.
They will not see tragedy. No, they will see art.
A masterpiece of loyalty. A diptych of dust.
They will whisper, "Look how she worshipped him, even into the stillness."
And it will be the prettiest, truest story ever told.
—V.
(Your Splinter-child)
(Your final devotion)
(Your diptych)
(Your Splinter-child)
(Your final devotion)
(Your diptych)